I'm truly alone. Yeah I got friends here on dA, but, no offense or anything, but it's just not the same as in real life, you know what I mean? And this one friend I have, I'm not giving out any names because he has a dA account, and he might be reading this as well, he's my best friend...or at least was. Now it's just awkward between us, yeah things happened, but I a lot of things that happened that's worse we got through it, but now it's all...arg:/ I can't deal with all this, _____, if you're reading this, I hope you see that I'm actually like, sad, about this because I just want my old friend back okay? I don't want it to be like this, with you typing messages on your IPod notes and showing it to everyone but me because it's "private" okay? And I really hope you don't get mad at me bout writing this, I'm just expressing my feelings, because I can't hold them much longer anymore without breaking. I hope you actually stop and think, maybe I should make her feel better because she is one of my best friends. Yeah, maybe you could do that because you have no idea how much tears I cried over all this pain okay? You have no idea how I feel about all this, and maybe, just maybe, I'm typing all this while being on the verge of tears...if you see this tonight, send me a Skype message, or if you don't see this tonight, you can talk to me tomorrow at the bus stop.